Lasting
through the reason in it all
quezy
feeling lashing it's teeth through my gut
i cannot
remember the last time i felt so confused with myself
i know
how i want to live
yet the
words for it come out in a jumble
the surrounddings
are right, but not this place
what
is it we seek
like
a late lover joining in embrace under the cool sheets of the dreaming
i stand
beside myself singing
"ain't
you lucky"
i sigh
a farie
tail for a simple mind
i watch
myself glueing the peoces back together
i know
who i am
but what
am i ment to be
but happy
in a bad place
the life
i wish i could have is in my own imagination